Just a post made in the middle of the night. Not really sure how I feel about being 20. It doesn’t feel like I have to be an adult. Neither do I feel like I have to abandon my childish/childlike manner. Perhaps it’s just a number but the perception of being 19 versus 20 can be so much different.
This transition is taking quite some time to get used to. I feel like I am in the middle of nowhere. A bit crazy and scary, I know. I wish I knew what’s in store. Then again, I don’t know if I can survive this week even. Or maybe this very hour.
Being 20 is such a huge achievement. Many might not have made it to this mark. Which can be a good and bad thing at the same time.
I don’t really have any…. deep wishes for my birthday.
Or maybe I just don’t want to mention about it. At all.